After i came out from Singapore Boys Home, Life's changed.
Feeling damn upset right now): Reason is, i feel i'm not part of this family.
2 parents 2 brother, hardly talk to me. Only my lovely girlfriend talks to me.
Ah ma also don't seems to call me when i never helped her in the canteen.
Ask for cash all run. Parents are the one who suppose to provide everything, but i'm the one that they don't provide cash when i'm in need.
Well, i worked gave them $ sometimes, when i really in need ask for it. They say i never give them $ when i worked. Recently just enrol for my bike license at CDC. I spent up the $ already.
But when i just now asked my mum for some cash to top up my ez link card, pay for my alter pants. She say don't keep asking her for $. It's like what the fuck?
She can fucking give my youngest brother cash to go get clothings for CNY.
And yet i have to fork out to buy for my own!
Now my father turns, he always ask me to buy food for him when he woke up while i'm playing game, yet the youngest brother can stay there playing without asking to move.
He can fucking give my 2nd brother $ for school everyday and asked me to buy extra food for my 2nd brother. Yet I ALWAYS EAT ONLY 1 MEAL, BREAKFAST, LUNCH AND DINNER.
When i'm hungry, i got to find maggie to cook and eat, no maggie i have to dig things out to cook my own and eat. when there is really nothing. i have to bear with it and just to drink water.
They don't even care whether i eaten a not, never even ask about me.
Just like don't wish to see me at home, keep asking me to go NS.

I've got this kinda family is really SUAY!

Now, TO my beloved girlfriend.

You are the one always keep me accompany,cheering me,supporting me,and many many things. I'm so sorry that i always show you my temper and keep scolding you,
If you really leave me, i just wonder how lonely i going to be. Maintain this r/s if you can (:

Iloveyou